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When I was first brought into being, before Time was a concept, even before the Silver City existed, I could feel my Father. I could sense His Presence as a flame within me, and the sensation of being safe, warm and loved. And I opened my eyes and gazed upon His visage for the first time. He Named me and I knew my Purpose, my function, and I knew that I would do whatever He wished. If He wished me to do nothing, I would not have minded; at that moment I knew I would serve Him as best I could.

This is my earliest memory of all, not just of Him, and perhaps my most cherished one.

Date: 2010-06-21 11:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com
*wibbly eyes*
Awwwww... How touching! <3 <3

Date: 2010-06-23 07:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kunenk.livejournal.com
Did sight add anything, for you?

Date: 2010-06-23 07:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kunenk.livejournal.com
I see.

…not even you?

Date: 2010-06-23 08:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kunenk.livejournal.com
That's interesting to know.

I wonder if that did anything to him.

Date: 2010-06-23 08:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kunenk.livejournal.com
But then, to rebel- I don't understand it.

Date: 2010-06-23 08:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kunenk.livejournal.com
…then, when it felt as though it would hurt more to stay. Just walking along can be uncomfortable.

Date: 2010-06-23 09:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kunenk.livejournal.com
Ah- my apologies. To put it more clearly, perhaps he began to feel uncomfortable with the path he had, or began to feel that it would hurt more to stay.

Date: 2010-06-23 09:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kunenk.livejournal.com
… I see. I think I understand it a little more, now.

Date: 2010-06-25 03:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com
Do you think Father still loves me?

Date: 2010-06-25 03:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com
Maybe He doesn't.... He knows how badly I miss Him and yet I hear nothing when I pray. Perhaps... Perhaps He has forgotten about me.

Date: 2010-06-25 04:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com

That's easy for you to say when you're still radiating with His love, dear Messenger... *gives his trademark gentle smile and playfully punches his shoulder* It's just hard is all to hold onto Faith when it hurts so much.

OOC: How did your exams go?? I've been rooting for you! <3

Date: 2010-06-25 04:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com
I... I have not forgotten, dear Messenger. I could never forget the pain you felt of being exiled, of knowing you were missing from the Host. *Goes over and hugs tightly* I thought we had lost you as we had Lucifer. 

Oh! Oops! Well, Im still rooting for you <3 

Date: 2010-06-25 04:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com
I'm glad I was wrong. *feels him stiffen and is hit with a pang of guilt* Gabriel, surely you know you were missed! Dobiel was... decent I suppose but he wasn't you! *hugs tighter* I don't ever want you to worry about Falling... I... I'm sorry you had to feel this pain even for a moment. I'm sorry my Faith isn't as strong as yours was. I wish I could be more like you.

Date: 2010-06-25 04:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com

*pulls away, green eyes filling with tears* Gabriel... what...? What are you saying...?

Date: 2010-06-25 05:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com
*sniffles a little* I love you so much. I see what you have overcome and I just... I want to be like my big brother. I wish I had the strength you have, the courage... I can't even make it a twenty-four hour period without tears it seems. Maybe I should be the Archangel of Weepy Tears and Angst, huh? *chuckles a little*

Date: 2010-06-25 05:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com
Tears then. Whichever works. I think I'm a bit too softhearted. Sometimes I think I act like a hormonal woman. *snuggles against him*

Who do you admire? Who is it you look up to? Besides Father, I mean. 

Poor Raphy does need to toughen up methinks... Hmmm... Hopefully in a way that doesn't traumatize him XD

Date: 2010-06-25 05:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com

*smiles and tightens his embrace* I won't, I promise. I kinda knew you'd say him. *purrs softly*

Awwwwwwwwwwww <3

Date: 2010-06-25 06:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] halosphere.livejournal.com
*smiles and closes his eyes, happy in the embrace of his brother*

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